There is only 2 more weeks of holidays left and i will be a secondary 4 boy going to take O levels.
I feel happy and sad at the same time . Happy that after next year i will be free of maths if i go to a polythecnic. =)
Sad that i have sooo much pain and work to do to prepare for the exam that will determine where i will be in life.

The week has been fun and happy as i managed to go for caroling and feel happy to praise the lord and bring joy to people at shineforth. I also managed to go out with ''her'' and a group of friends 2 times. but hey ! 2 is better than none. My personal life is a little painful as trying to forget about ''her'' can leave me quite empty as i feel that she has a place in my heart and unplugging what has been attached to me for a long time is leaving a big void in my heart.

OUR STAND 28.12.2008
The ultimate worship thing is driving me nuts. i cant wait for it to begin !!!!
AHHHH !!
After church camp i have been consistenly talking to god, though i have not been reading my bible, which i should be doing.
But god has been a bigger strength and pillar and i am hoping i can strike a deal with him. haha. But i doubt it would happen.
Anyway i hope next year will be a good year .

Till next time , In his Grace and Mercy

Sp

Church Camp !
Was waiting so long for it ! but it's finally over and i just felt sad to go back home to reality and face the piling maths homework that's awaiting me. Aside from the unhappy thoughts, comes happy ones from church camp.
Group7 AGL !
that what i was and i'll like to thank my group members for their support and help as i debuted to the leader scene and hope to lead again next year!
Group 7 members a tribute
1.Luke Yan ( The all powerful GL!!1 Thanks that you werent there on the first day and i learnt a bit of self-handeling the group. But aside form that you have been a great role-model for the group and led the group when i was sleeping in the bunk when the sermon became to boring. God Take care of you ! )
2. Giselle Tham ( Thanks for helping me and sharing and opening up a lot and being daring and a strong influenece for the girls and being a great friend to talk to. God bless You ! )
3.Jeanne Ng ( Thought you were shy to share at first, buy ultimately opened up , thanks to the lord ! God keep you in his watch )
4. Joshua Lim, Tan Hao Zhong , Andrew ''KENYA" Sayaraptman, ( the only guy group members who all were shy to open up during discussions, but ultimately did and shared about life experience, Thanks Guys for all the support and group bonding in the guys bunk and we grew closer as friends, God bless as you further your walk with him )
5. Loh Wei-fen, Sheryl Chew, Cherie-ann Goh ( Thank you for taking all my smart remarks during camp, I hpe you all will grow more with god and shine as you show the world that you are great conveyors of the word and shining torches of god.)
6. Renick "Ultimate Guitarist" Lee  ( Thanks for being there for me and advising me as i learnt to lead on the first day and going to teach me how to play guitar and god take care of you as you finish your army and get to share gods word and not be afraid to share it ! )
7. Judith " Ta Jie/ Tua Ji " Ong ( Thanks for taking all my remarks and "insults" , haha . and the pointers during camp and icebreakers, quiettime,being the best person to disturb and being the best J2 advisor !!, god bless you as you grow in your relationsips with him and your boy-friend ! )
8. Ria Ku and Edmund Bek (thanks for advising me and Luke on how to engage the group and being a great influence during group time ! God bless !)
9. Ryan Yang ( Thanks for being there for me every camp where i can turn and pour all my troubles to and receive helping and encouraging words and strength and listening to my problems God bless you as your life reaches a new level ! )

Thanks to everyone else who helped me to lead !!

Camp was fun and enriching as i learnt how to develop a personal relationship with him. Chruch camp thought me to be less of a prick and bring god back to my life espicially next year as my o levels start. Learnt so much about my group during games and other activities and i espicially enjoyed the game of life, where i learnt how hard it is to make the right choices and got my wife stolen inder my nose , haha. But nevertheless every activity that involved my group helped me a lot to learn and grow with god.

Oh and ''her'' and i talked like a few times and played cards and i respected my promise to her and controlled my feelings while trying to be a friend.

Ultimately i would like to thank  GOD  for being there for me all the time and being a great person to turn to when everything seemed to feel lost !

With grace and his mercy
Sp